My book of essays of Support for Russell

My written Support For Russell

Poem 2. The Preacher Bravely open His soul On Air About his Holy Path of Recovery from The Physical Violation In his True Loved diaries from his Childhood that Lays On his Heart.

Last night I was watching My Favourite Spiritual Teacher that Has Shined The Light Of hope In my own Personal Darkness bravely Opened The Hallowed Halls Of his Soul And Gave a Vocal Voice to his Childhood true Lived Horrors that The God Gifted Innocence Was Violated By a Man At a House he visited  that Has Heavily Layed On his Heart. Because In childhood kids are and should Carry The mental Load Of Fear Of a Monster that is Not That Lives Under their Beds. But in some tragic Stories The Monster Is Real and In true Lived Story Of the Preacher suffered The Worst Double Nightmare That any Child can The Highly Privacy Breaking Being violated. And as  my Heart Sank When I Heard his Verbal earning statement people In charge Of Keeping Him safe Did not See the Bright Danger Red Flashing Light that Child Verison Of the Preacher Was Trying To Signal. The Preacher Bravely Opens His Soul On air About Recovery from The Physical Violation In his True Lived diaries from his On his Heart. And in a Powerful Chat with trusty and Loyal Friends Talking About The Sexual And Physical Sickening Nightmare Of His God Made Temple Being violated and How As A Adult And a Dad And A Broken sinner that Has Attempted To Use All types Of Golden False band Aids That is On offer Other people Or Chemicals To Numb this Childhood Nightmare that is Tragically Is Real. The Hardest Nightmares to Process are Ones that Happen When we are Awake. I do Agree With the Preachers loyal Friends And the Team That Do his Show I watch On the App That is My Online Home that within The Preachers soul and Heart the wound From his Physical Violation In his Childhood Will  Remain Forever in some Way. but I Do feel strongly Inspired By the Preachers Determination To Heal. I will Pray to The Holy son that also went through Unfathomable Amount Of Suffering for all broken and Fallen Humans. May The Holy Son Grant the Preacher And The Inner Child within His soul the Peace That Passeth All Human Understanding. I do Pray That The Always Loving present Father And the Holy son does Bring The Grace Of Healing And the Holy Magic Of Forgiveness To the Preacher and His Parents. I will Pray for their Ongoing Healing. I Do thank the Preacher For his opening Of Soul about His True Lived Nightmares and Also sharing Your Programming That Has Saved you and the Trusty And Loyal Team and Friends From the  Pit Of Despair From their Own Kind of Numbing their Wounds For Me Hearing The Preachers progamme The Recovery From his Own Personal Nightmare Has shown Me that still have A Ton Of Holy healing Work to do With My Ex Boyfriend I dated when I was 16 years Old. The Legal age for sex In Australia is 16 years Old. this boyfriend was  15 when we first Met. We Dated For Two Years. He Was Sex Ready And I wasn't because Even though I was Not a Woman of Faith then I still Believed In no sex Before Marriage so I spent Two Years saying No to him  but One Morning At My High School Me and this Boyfriend Were sitting In front of my Classrooms And He Wanted Me too Touch His Private Parts I said No he Made A opening With his pants and He was Holding My Hand and He did that anyway. Shame stolen My voice I told No One till my Early 20s. About that School Sexual Trauma there was One Date  when this Boyfriend wanted Me to Have Sex With him On a Beach in my city With his Mother Watching in public.  I thank the holy Son Gave me the strength to say No to his Sexual requests. The Preacher Bravely opens His Soul About His Personal Childhood Abuse.