My book of poetry

My  Ehile diaries

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Poem 1. The  Profound Shock  that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.

On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to  my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks  Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie Saw my Relapse From be Being Free from Slashing and Lashings myself Which she digitally Told me In a Message When I got home. She Gave Me a Red Flashing rightful Message that she Needed radio Silence from Me. So I gave It to Her. Then the Night Time when I was Repenting To The Holy son and the Father of all Creation For my Human Brokeness that day And my Bestie Sent Me into the Profound Shock and a Broken Heart that I have To Allow The Bleeding to Happen that Night Had no Shut Eye Rest.  I missed The Rally in  my city Are Accepted. The Profound Shock I felt  after My Bestie Threw the history Of us In the Trash. And She Told Me to Have A Nice Life. I was Not aware that Our friendship Was On thin tightrope That Can Be Destroyed By me Having the More completely not Allowed Thoughts About Our country That Not Allowed Thoughts is That Uber Driver And  Forgein Workers Should speak the Original Language Of my country. And try to Fit In. I was The Thought That Migrants should Try To fit in. My Ehile Diaires. To my Bestie It still Kills me To Chat About you. I have Had Days where I have Been Wreckage mess and We Recovered Soo Why Is this Time Any Different. Have you Forgotten the Past My buddy I always Hated The fact that you think Australia Where I and the People Of this Land Celebrate Our country Cause you Buy into The Land Was Stolen narrative but I thought Our friendship was Stronger Than Our Political Differences But Tragically I was Wrong. my Ehile Diaires. I was Strong and Loyal To you When you My Bestie were you my bestie Were  in a Repeative heartbreaking Pattern Of wanting to take Your Own Life over 38 times. I would Drop Everything To Be the supportive Friend For you. I chased You all Over The city to Different Hospitals Wards. I Remember There was one Time You swallowed Batteries and I came To see you at the Hospital And I comforted your Mother in the Past. My Ehile Diaires I Remember Me costing You In a Hospital Once you Didn't want to see me But the Hospital Staff Over Rose You Saying that You Didn't want to see me But The Staff allowed In because The Staff Know that In the visting Hours I was there The Staff Could Have the Break. My Ehile Diaires. But Now My Buddy ends Our friendship  Because I have Had One Bad Day due to my Human Brokeness. How  can you Throw the History of us In the Trash While I still treasure as Gold  I Hold In my Heart. My Ehile Diaires in the Profound Shock that My Bestie Can throw The History of us The trash The Commonly Known Not allowed Thoughts about Our country.