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Poem 6. The Golden Holy silence That Overcame Me  In the Home Of The Holy Trinity As I Send  Sacred Requests With my Hands Together For The Trinity to  Grant the Grieving Broken Teacher who Is Walking through a Devastatingly Unfair  JOb Type of Suffering.

I was In The Sacred and Beautiful Home  of the Holy Trinity In my City I call home with the Sphere Of my Mind Had Its  wild Midst Of Thoughts On the Job Type of Suffering That the Broken Teacher and Preacher Is Walking Through That  is Sooo Heartbreakingly Unfair And also sitting On My Heart Because I Have Profound and strong Love and Respect For The Broken and Grieving Teacher that Is Very similar To The Type of Suffering that  Job Went through Job Lost Everything That He Loves as The Slander And Defamation of Who He Truly Is as The Professional Untrustworthy Tv liars That Pretend that they deliver us the News have Done and Still are Dragging the Broken Teacher and Preacher Of the holy  Lords Word and of the Life Changing Good News of Recovery The Process of Letting go Of the False  Self Numbing Band aids  In the world He was Using  To Falsey Numb the Human  Inward Scream that Is within Him And The  Professionals Liars have Turned his True and Holy Story Of  Rebirth and Being Saved By The One Sacred Son that Gave His Life On the Cross for all of the Fallen Humanity Into a Story Of Evilness that Creates The Broken  Teacher and Preacher that Is Chasing the Holy Creator Of Life And Heaven into a Monster Because Tragically The Media and  Today's Society that Has Shut The Door To the Sacred Has Forgotten that Because any Human Being Has a History Of  a Long connected  Vine Of Mistakes and Hard Learned Lessons and Sins  Doesn't Mean that they are 100 Per Cent Terrible Monster of a Human Being especially If As The Broken Preacher and Sinner Has Worked Incredibly Hard  to Repair Not Only himself And his Core Self But Also Done His Best To Undo the Long Connected  Vine Of Mistakes As He Has. my church diaries. and Also the Broken Preacher and teacher That  has  My most Profound Respect Tragically While Walking Through the Highly Unfair And Life Damaging that the Teacher Has Been walking through the Stormy valley He Also Had The Heart shattering Thunderstorm  Of the Broken Teacher and Preacher Had to Watch the Slow Decline Of His Four Legged Friend And Then  After the Recent Appearance in the Room Where the Law Is Gospel  As the Broken Teacher and Preacher  To Clear up The Life Damaging  Lies About Slander and Defamation Of The Untrustworthy  Professional Liars On the Box We watch. So as I was Sitting Inside of the Full of Beauty Lords holy Home I sent Holy Requests To The Sacred Trinity That  The Golden Creator Of Life and Earth and The Heavens And The Holy son And the Spiritual Supercharger Sprit That Brought the holy son Back to Life After He Was Publicly Killed And Stayed Silent at his  Own Trial That These Sacred Team does Stay Close to the Shattered Heart and Soul  to The Broken Teacher and Preacher and Stay Close to Him and His Hard Working Team and His Family As  they  Walk through This Not Fully formed Valley where they Can't See the Path As They walk It. And Now The Broken Preacher and the Teacher is Going Through a Heartbreaking And Shattering New Season In His Wild Ever Changing Valley Of his Life Tragically without His Four Legged Totem I Do Pray that the Holy Son does Grant the Broken Teacher and Preacher The Holy Strength He Needs To Keep The Burning Golden Torch Of His Life Glowing Without his Four Legged Totem I felt a Beautiful and Relief Golden Holy Silence In the Holy Lords Home As in the Afternoon A holy silence Over came Me and Everyone Inside of this Sacred Building. For Me This was the Lords Son Saying To Me That Your Not alone In Heartbreak Because Remember The Holy Son Knows Suffering too And his Heart Breaks When Ours Break Too and When We Suffer. My church diaries. The Golden Holy Silence that Overcame Me in the Holy Trinity As I Send some Sacred Requests with My Hands Together For the Trinity To Grant The Grieving Broken Teacher and Preacher who Is walking Through a Devastating Unfair Job Type of Suffering.