My Essays about My Grandpas cancer
Essay 1. Praying for my Grandads suffering to end if It Means we lose him.
His morning my grandad Who Has Been fighting Prostate cancer for the past Few months. he said that. He wasnt Feeling Too well this morning. I was Holding his hand Cause his Body was too Physically sore for a full Hug. And Tell him that i Love Him. Then a wave of Helpless flows Into my Heart and my Mind and my soul. Because i can't Fix It I Know That the Lord is in Control not Me. Caring for my Grandad Is something iam soo Grateful that i Have the chance to Do But It is A test To My faith in god and Jesus Praying for My grandads suffering to End Even If it Means me losing him. Saying That i Want this Time of Him suffering with cancer to Be Over Feels As though it is Hard To admit i don't Want too Lose him. And my Family I don't want to lose him but we all hate watching him suffer. grandad has Had Alot of Sleep during the day but then struggling to Sleep at Night time. I give him body massages Because his Medications make him itchy. The Treatment is worse than the cancer itself. Since the tornado of cancer came Smashing Into the house we call Home. And Into Our Family Life Has Never Been the same. I enjoy Our Hugs and the moments we spend with each other but i Do Have a thought that stays unspoken cause i don't want to wreck how Special that Moment is and the beauty of It. And That thought is What will The Last hug With you Look Like When Will The Last hug and the Last I Love to Be spoken happen. Will will it Happen at the start of the Dawn Of a new Day. Or will It happen at the Darkness of night time At the end of the day. Or in the Bright Daylight of the afternoon. Praying for My Grandads suffering to end Even if it means We lose him. It is Not Currently given To Us to Know The answers to these Questions to Know right Now. Only god and Jesus has the alarm clocks of the time we Have Lived Only God and Jesus Has the power to Press end of the our Lives. Praying for my Grandads suffering to End even though if It Means we lose him
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
