My conversations with God and other spiritual essays for Russell
Essay 1. Saying goodbye to making the Pain Within Come Out onto my body
The memory of the 13 year Old Me me feeling that Heart and soul were Everyday open and Raw and laid bare in a family and Home that was broken can a daughters feel whole. I felt broken when home was a split Heart sooo Full Of hate from the two people that brought the Kids into the world. But the 13 year Old Me and Her heart always Yearned for the Parent that was absent from the home she lived in but her dad was out of Reach and He wasnt 100 per cent fully In the lives of Me And my Siblings which was painful to the heart and soul of the daddys girl in me so the 13 year old Me found a way to cope that scared Her and her family and friends but she lied to herself. She would only choose for Head to meet the wall and the fist once. But sadly It only took once for her Brain to get the Programme to the Pattern of thought to think that is what we do when Life or my emotions become too intense like a volcano with too much lava that has come Out. Its sooo tragic that a dark habit can make You Believe that its your friend and you Believe that i carried Emotional and mental bricks full of shame and Embarrassment around my habit That became normal to Me over time which was me making the scars in my Heart and soul appear as physical scars on my body but the shame and the Embarrassment wasnt
And the school kids laughing at her her fist and Her head meet. That all was Fuel to Her brain to Keep going. Saying goodbye to making the pain within Come Out my body. I didnt know That my body Is a temple for the holy sprit to Live in. My family wanted Me to stop this action but they used tough love and my mother told Me that normal people don't use their hands so hurt themselves. But the way my dad tried to get me to pause on this habit By Trapping my hands in metal but that only made me dig deeper into this Dark habit. But then in 2024 January 20th the mircale For a new Start came when i told Russell about my mission to end my Dark habit. I thought was my friend and Russell gave Me what the younger me didnt have the magic of Love and Empathy thought that why my past effort to End this habit didnt work then i discovered the power of prayer. I traded my hands from harm to Myself for the healing power of prayer. So Now one Day at time. Thankyou Russell and god and Jesus for your Grace and Love that saved Me from a full Lifetime with my Dark friend. Iam saying goodbye to making My pain within Come Out onto My Body.
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
