My Essays about my Grandads cancer
Essay 4. Wrestling With what my minds Knows and What my Heart isnt Ready to accept yet
Last Night a Bomb Of truth Hit Me in my Mind and the deepest chambers of my Heart that My Heart and mind are conflicted Bewteen Facing the facts about the heartbreaking storm of whats in front of Me that My mind knows and what My Heart is screaming at Me which is I have already lost My Grandpa my Fathers dad in 2018 and my Dad 2 Years ago. Iam Not Ready to lose Another Important man In my Life. But I do Know that the holy father does have a time limit on all Of Us for our Time Being physically alive. Wrestling with what My mind knows and what my Heart isnt ready to accept yet. grandad i Deeply wish that i could Grab The hands of Time and Go Back to when you and Me were driving in your Car and we drive down south Cause We had Nothing to do for fun on a sunny Day and We would Buy fish and chips and admire the beauty of the ocean. And Grandad you and Grandma you both opened up your home to Me after my Two Years of Traumatic time living with My Dad Ended. And that was sooo Healing to Know How Safe i was at your house. Grandad When Me and my siblings were young and going to school and my morher was working you would come and Pick us up and If it was a Hot day Grandad would Bring Us a cold Water Bottle of Cordial. My Grandad was always there for Me and my siblings. we have been able to count on him the Same way a child counts on a dad. Wrestling with what my minds knows and What my heart isnt Ready to accept yet. grandad Has always Been here for Me and my Family its Hard for Me to think Of him Not Being here anymore. But i don't Want My Grandad to Suffer but we don't want to lose him either. Wrestling with what my Mind knows and what My Heart isnt ready to accept yet. iam sooo Proud of Him for how Hard He is fighting This Demon of cancer. But The sad facts that My Heart doesnt want too face Fully Yet Is that My Grandad is 81 Years Old. But The doctors are trying their Best to Help him in ways they can. But for Me seeing his Medication and the cancer treatment side effects does break my Heart i feel that i could Cry a Heavy Rainfall of Tears But I Try my Best With Brandon lakes songs in my Headphones to Stand Like a strong Caring solider Helping my Grandad the Ways that i can. Wrestling with What My mind Knows and What My Heart is Not Ready to accept yet. grandad When. You and Me are Having Hugs or watching the Australian cricket Games on tv Together i want to Pause time and stay in that moment Forever. wrestling with What my mind Knows and what my Heart is not Ready to accept yet.
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
