My conversations with God and other spiritual essays for Russell
Part 14
Essay 2.
The mistake i made in the shortest love story i ever had.
You and i the Guy that i imagined My future with Forever when we first Met In Primary school at the start of our Teens years. We didnt get along. and you were all about god and Jesus and the bible. And i wasn't. but we had alot of Growing up to do. I was A daughter that had her Heart broken to Early by Her dad. But then you and i did have conversations your sister became friends with mine.and then we Left schools for high school. Then to my shock You came to the same high school as Me and Very quickly we were more mature most of us and the others students were falling in love even though we were young and we didnt know Much. The Song in my heart Did sing for others but. The song it sang for you was louder and It didnt end as the others did. But every time The Love song In my Heart for the others came to a sad End And the lyrics changed You Were always there to Add a suportive tune To my song. But I thought I did Hide The Song in my Heart for you but Everyone knew that the song my Heart sang for you My Good friend Was For you And of the world was Perfect you and i would Have a happily ever after. But then i told Everyone i was moving town To be near My Dad and Everyone did Not Agree with Me that it was a good Idea. But i didnt care. So I did move towns and it made any Relationship i had A long Distance one i dated the Guy From High school For Two Years that was Very Tall Until he cheated on me with My best friend. So i said goodbye to both of them. but me and the Guy that My Heart sang a Loud Song For Stayed friends we Got Talking again. We did try to Date When i was calling my Dads House Home and it was Sweet but also short Cause He Was a church going Person and i wasnt but the song my Heart Sang for him changed to a much More sadder Tune. When He said that if I didnt start going to the church And read the bible Then me and him wasnt going to work. As a couple. But i And my Dad and His wife all thought that He was trying to change me. So Our Time in Love ended.After my Time with My Dad came back to the town my mothers parents lived and Where The Guy and friend that I dreamed My future with Lived. The town that has sooo many Memories of Me and you Our chats at the Train station. The mistake i made in the shortest love story i have ever had. We Agreed to Try to date again when i was living with My Grandparents. I was sooo happy i thought finally The Song in my Heart for you Can Be fully Heard. The Memory of Us In the park of that Town And You were preaching the gospel to Me and You showed Me the Hilsong United song Oceans. and I thought That Iam 100 committed to this love Story. i knew that I was never wanting to Leave. I Thought that Iam Soo Happy If this Ever was going to end then He would have to do. Everyone searches Their whole Life for someone that is 100 per committed and you had that In Me. But then He Started to a sing a different song that I couldnt Join him On. And He was singing a Completely Different Song. He told Me he was Gay and wanted to end The Song Of Our Love. Why Didnt You tell Me this Before i Fell in Love. The big mistake i made Just after only a Week of is together the dream i had dreamt for Years Finally coming True i had planned Our whole Future. iam writing his to reflect On my mistakes Planning Our whole Future after Only One Week. I do think Relationships based on friendship are Good. but I planning Our Whole Future after only a Week Is Me Putting pressure on you. But Iam sooo Grateful that we Did Give us Being in Love a try. And I will forever cherish The Memories i had with you. And That you and me are Good friends and We have had mature and adults conversations about our times together as a couple and that ending. The mistake i made in the shortest Love story. Its funny How Time and self Growth works Because Now iam Reading the Bible and Now I do Have Faith in God and Jesus. And I would Say Now That If i was dating anyone They would Have to Be a Person of Faith too. The Mistake i made In my Shortest Love story i have ever had.
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The wounded Australian Writer
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My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
Main title
Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
Main title.
Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
