My conversations with God and other spiritual essays for Russell
My Essays about Russell and Brandon advice To Me about forgiving my Abusive to Me.
Essay 8. my Emotionally Charged musical Prayer To Heal The pain And screams and cries of the Little daddys girl within Me.
Tonight i felt a heavy Rock of emotional pain within Me and i do think it was the screams and cries for attention from the Daddys girl That is in my Heart and soul..the Little girl that at the deepest chambers Of my Heart she still wonders why Her dad Left Her sooo early when she still Had full Trust in People and the world. And her heart Was Still Whole. And the Teenage me is still alive In Me too and she wonders why her Dad could lie to Her soo Easily. Or did her dad Have full Intention of respecting Her Or Providing a safe home As He promised. My emotionally Charged musical Prayer to Heal the pain and screams and Cries of the Little daddys girl within Me. So i Turned on Brandon Lakes song Graves into Gardens and As soon as Brandon began to sing i started crying. I felt that He spoke to Me and my Little Daddy's girl and said its ok God is with You. And i felt instant Healing. It was my Powerful and Emotionally charged musical prayers to Heal the Little daddys girl within Me. I tired to speak To god in my Prayers but i couldn't speak Much cause the Tears just was flowing. That song is sooo Beautiful and the Healing i felt was sooo Beautiful too. i did Pray to god and Jesus for the Lord to forgive Me for the time At my Dads house that I used junk food To numb my Feelings instead of reaching out to god and Jesus but i wasnt open to god and Jesus then. My Emotionally charged musical Prayer to Heal the pain and Little daddys girl within me. There is nothing wrong with the Little daddys girl being Within me She is the younger Me that Loved and trusted my Dad but she was also Hurt by him When He Left when she was soo young.
This is the song that I am talking about in this essay
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
