My conversations with God and other spiritual essays for Russell
My essays about Russell and brandon advice to me about forgiving my dad
Essay 7. Praying to Jesus Christ to Heal the ways that my dad has broken my heart.
It is the evening of Christmas day when iam writing this. I just came home from my day Christmas family gathering. And i began my Prayer saying happy Birthday to jesus cause i know that Christmas is the day that jesus is born. I said thankyou to heavenly father for your love for humanity and the world that he gave his only Son. I was wearing my dads jacket. I then played brandons new song hard fought Hallelujah in my Headphones. And i asked god and Jesus for the strength to forgive my for leaving me and my siblings when i was 2 years old and as a side effects of that of that causing a life long deep wound being Left by the man that i and my siblings should Be able to trust and to stay. But in my story i learnt the lesson that you can't trust people to stay and keep their word very early in my prayer tonight i also said to god and Jesus that i repent for the times when i was dating the guys that werent good for me cause i was looking for love in the wrong places to fill the dad Left wound and very deep hole within me. I then said that I do surrender the trauma of my dad leaving us soo early and the emotional damage that i have held within me my whole Life. But i also acknowledge that iam trying to heal my deepest core wounds may take a long time but iam trying to lord Jesus. Praying to Jesus Christ to heal the ways that my dad broke my heart. I also said in this prayer that i pray for the strength to forgive both of my parents for hating each other and How their hate for each other became the foundation of That the family is built on. I then said i Surrender that to god and Jesus Christ to heal the ways that my Dad broke my heart. I then asked god and Jesus for the strength for my dads wives and them giving me the iam not Replacing my mother i just want to be your friends speech each time a new wives comes into my dads life they walk out of mine. The last wife my dads did stay with him. But she dragged me through hell. So i told god and Jesus that i surrender that too god and Jesus. I then asked God to grant me the strength to forgive my dad for not wanting to see me before he died. Because i strongly and deeply needed a hug dad that i never got told jesus christ if i will heal from this But lord iam trying too praying to jesus Christ to Heal the way that my Dad Broke my heart.
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The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
