Essays about Russell and Brandon advice to me About forgiving my Abusive Dad.
Essay 5. Todays prayers too jesus to forgive my Dad And the cold Way he kicked me out of his house.
This afternoon i sat down for a another prayer to forgive more of my trauma with my dad. Today i focused on The trauma that happened in the process of me leaving my dads house. I did put on brandons new song Hard fought Hallelujah in my headphones and i put and i Began my prayer saying lord Jesus can you Please grant me the strength to forgive my dad for kicking me out of his house in a heartless way when i had a Injured Acl in my left knee And I had a black cast on my knee and my Dad hands he told me that he wanted to call around my family to see which one would take me off his hands for a few weeks i ended up going to my Grandparents who are my mothers parents. So in my prayer today i said to god and Jesus that i surrender this trauma and the feeling of hurt and heartbreak of my dad Kicking me out when i was injured to you god and Jesus. Today My Prayer to jesus To forgive my dad and the Cold way he kicked me out of his house. I then askes god and Jesus for strengh to forgive my dad for the Abusive messages that he Sent after i left His house and i was At my Grandparents house those messages said to me if i didnt pay My Dad $320 which was the amount i was Paying My dad for rent then he would Have No choice other than to take Me to court i said To God and Jesus that message from My dad Saying that He wants to take Me to court was heartbreaking that made me wish That i had signed a legal Binding Paper when i agreed to Pay my Dad Rent but i did not. I surrender these traumas to god and Jesus. I then took a deep breathe. Brandon was right About Surrendering My past traumas with My dad to god and Jesus. I do feel that iam finding flowing healing. I then Asked God and Jesus for the strength to forgive the police men for not helping me when i went to the police station and i told them that my dad was sending me Abusive text messages. I only wanted the police to tell my dad to leave me alone. But they told me that my only choice was going to court. I was highly stressed cause i knew that the next day was my dads birthday and i didn't want too go i didnt want too go to court with my dad on his Birthday but sadly that was what happened. I said i surrender these traumas To you god and Jesus that i need strengh to forgive the court judge telling me that because i have disablties that i can't speak in the court room because the judge said it will Be Traumatic for me To read The phone Messages from my Dad. So today I said to god and Jesus i surrender these legal traumas. Today Prayers. To jesus too forgive my dad for the cold Way He Kicked me Out of his house. I then said god and Jesus that i ask cor strength to forgive my dad For treating the court room as his own couch. Todays Prayer to jesus to forgive my dad for the Cold way He kicked Me out of his house. And i ask God to grant me strengh to forgive the police having to be there too watch me collect my stuff. Todays prayer to jesus to forgive my dad and the cold Way he kicked me out of his house.
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