Essay 9.Honouring my Mother even though she has Been abusive to Me under her roof

The holy book Says I should Honour My mother and my father I do Love my Mother. But neither of my parents have made loving them Easy. Because they hated each other. My dad Left Me and my siblings when i was 2 Years old. My parents were only Married For 11 months their Hate for each other Became the Foundation for How the family works. The Teenage Me tried Her Best To Protect the Gold that god put in my heart that makes me a sensitive person. Honouring My mother even though she has Been Abusive to Me under her Roof. even though My mother only allowed Me and My siblings a hour and a half or sometimes less with Dad they Both blamed Each other. I try To hounor and Respect my Mother But i havent Got alot of Respect Back such as when my mother Saw me Self harm For the first time And she Yelled at Me instead of showing me love and asking Me Why i do It Earlier This Year I was talking To a good Friend At Night time And my Nasty Absuive Mother stromed Into my Room and shouted at Me To Get Off the Phone But i said No then My mother was a bully To Me and all night as i was talking To My friend my mother Sat on my bed And Deprived me of Sleep. I was soo tried The next day but my mother began A fight With me saying that i can't go Out That day so i yelled at Her and i packed My bags And i ran away to my Friends house a few Days. Honouring my mother even though she has Been abusive to Me under her Roof. I Refuse to be the angry And Bitter human that She is. Honouring my Mother even though She has Been abusive to me under her Roof. Does Honouring my Mother Mean trying to Forgive Her when She harms me with Her words and actions. Honouring My Mother even though She has Been abusive to Me under Her Roof Is not Easy When she Hates seeing me Wearing my Dads jacket. She has Refused to hug Me While Iam wearing it before. It does make me angry that she is highly Triggered by my Dads jacket Because my Dad has Been Gone for two Years But she still Resents him. Honouring my mother even though she has Been Abusive to Me under her Roof.