My conversations with God and other spiritual essays for Russell
Essay 6. Dad i wish that i could reach my arm to heaven to bring you To Heaven for December.
Dad my Heart and soul are Bleeding with sadness because your not here for the upcoming festive season and my personal celebrations that are in this month of December. Dad iam Entering My Last Year of My 20s and i never thought that me 20s coming up to a near end and dad you not being here physically Alive on earth anymore but that is the most tragic situation iam in Now. Dad in this Month of December i will achieve 300 days free from self harm the mircale Both you and i thought would never happen Dad you saw My Darkest self harm.its sooo Heartbreaking to Me dad that you never saw me Not self harming. You didnt Know the me Without Self harming. Dad in the deepest part of my Heart and soul i wish that i could reach my arm to Heaven to Bring you Back to Earth for December. Dad me and my family Are Going through another Christmas and festive season with You In the Lords kingdom But Dad This 29th birthday that will Happen soon will be my first Birthday and festive season that i have faith in god and lord jesus and the first Celebration season that iam free from self harm. And even though we have blue summer skies i still feel a Raining cloud within Me cause Now whenever a postive time and achievement happens it is Bittersweet Because there is always the Rain of my Grief from losing you Dad and Knowing that you can't join the party dad. Dad i wish that i could Reach my arm to Heaven you back for December. I Love you dad. Dad Do they Celebrate Christmas in Heaven are you and Grandpa proud of Me soo far. Dad and Grandpa while your Both resting in Heaven i want to Give you Both a good Show here on earth for both of you looking Down On Me For you Both to watch. Dad i wish that i could Reach my arm To heaven to Bring you for December. Dad and grandpa i do Promise you Both that I will Try my Best to Keep Praying to god and Jesus Christ To Help Me be free from self harm. Dad i wish that i could Reach my arm to Heaven to Bring you for December.
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
