Essay 5. I know now that my self harm was a devoted cry out to God and Jesus.
Last night I cried at Russell words in a recent YouTube podcast with Sage when he said that he thinks that addicts are very devoted people. That they are very Old determined and very devoted to their addiction in a misguided attempt too find God and the Lord Jesus Christ. They are trying to fill a empty God size hole within themselves. Those Words from Russell last night hit me like a ton of bricks of sacred knowledge because I see that my self harm of the temple that was a behaviour addiction from ages 13 till Now As a devoted physical cry for God and Jesus but I was not aware of that fact when I was active in it. I was always a sensitive soul that has felt for a large part of my life feeling like Iam a old soul living in the wrong time. That would rather be a hippie With a sunflower in my hair. I know now that my self harm was a devoted cry out to God and Jesus. I Wish That I knew that the body is a temple for the holy spirit to live in Alot earlier. I had no idea cause as a child I grew up athesit
I had parents that hated each other. But now I see my heart and mind was Yearning for belief in something Larger than me but I didn't know what that was. I wasn't open to God and Christ then. I know now that my self harm was a devoted cry out to God and Jesus. But Now my Healing from my self harm and the holy success of God and Jesus Christ answering My prayers when I have the Urge to harm the temple that God made is the foundation of my Faith. I know now that my self harm was a devoted cry out to God and Jesus. My birthday this Year and Christmas will be my first without self harm. Iam sooo grateful. Now I know that my self harm was devoted cry out to God and Jesus. I do thank god and Jesus for working through Russell to Hear the Sacred message that Recovery is possible and that my Body is a God made temple. I now know that my self harm was a cry out of God and Jesus. I do Look forward to walking into my last Year of 20s free from self harm. I now know that self harm was a cry out to God and Jesus. I was devoated to my self harm just as much as I need God and Jesus right Now. I was a devoted person but I misguided where I put my Devotion. Now I know that my self harm was a devoted cry out to God and Jesus
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Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
