My Essays about how Russell saved me
Essay 3. My Message of thanks To the Holy Team For Sending Me Russell to stop me from self harming.
Russell my self harm habit Of hurting My body began when I was 13 a teenager. The 13 year old Me thought that I would Only give myself A headache once But I was Very wrong it became A daily Wrong it became A daily Habit. A Way I coped with Being a sensitive Neurodivegent human being that got told that there is something wrong with Me. And How I coped with Being in a Crazy family Hated each other. I never Wanna forget The shame That my self harm included in that action cause I never want too go Back There. It was such a tearfully sad cycle any type of pain and angry hit me and my fist Met my Head.i felt I couldn't be heard so I thought that doing this physical Action would Be help me Be heard. But It didn't work my family thought just telling me To stop doing This Action and yelling At me To stop it.as I got older This habit got worse and darker I have Never forgotten that my mother told me That self harm Will always be a part of me But she Was judgemental instead of showing Me The love and Empathy that I got From Russell. My dad Treated my self harm with harshness he said that I will go through the Sudice watch I went through with him The same Way that His prisoners did he Put me in handcuffs for this habit that only Traumatized me More. I do think upon reflection that my Family Telling Me that I have to shut up after I left My dad's house made my self harm worse. But I do take the blame for my self harm being the action I chose to do. But then this year A holy Mircale happened I feel that the Heavenly father and the Holy son was calling To Me To End This physical Harm to the god made temple this is my Body but God and Jesus knew that my heart and mind wasn't open to hear the holy Message of God and Jesus sent me Russell to give me The Recovery Message because my Ears were Already Open to Russell. My Message of thanks to the holy Team For sending Russell to stop me self harming.because it's Soo incredible that God and Jesus And Russell all came together to create a Miracle in my life.and that is Now That I have 251 days free from self harm. God Bless you Russell. My message of thanks to the holy Team for sending Me Russell to stop me self harming
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
