Essay 5. Goodbye self harm
This is my letter to self harm. Self harm has been my dark Friend. And my dark Friend served a purpose I feel from 13 years old.till This year 28 years old and I used It as a way to Protect myself from others hurting me by physically saying To them You don't need to Hurt me I can Hurt myself harder than you can. The 13 year old Self lied to Herself by saying that it's only One self given Headaches but it became A habit That carried shame with it. It was a coping tool to cope with anger and that Iam sensitive in a world that isn't made for the senstive souls. I did the action I call My dark friend. In front of people and when I had time alone. The longer I did it more I thought I couldn't stop it. But then when I got emotionally fed up with doing the action I call My dark friend. And I of what I was scared of doing opening up my Raw Heart And Tell friends and My Favourite spritual teacher Russell Brand. About my dark Friend. Russell I love you. I told you about my Self harm struggle and Russell your Love and Empathy was so Healing. You also gave me hope sadly your Empathy Is a new to Me about this issue. But Now One Day at a time I say goodbye to self Harm. Most of the Time We Think that Quitting anything is a bad things but for me Quitting self harm is a good thing. Goodbye Self harm. To Me I feel in a strong Amount Of awe that God can make that Mircales of forgiving Me for my past Sins. Goodbye self Harm. I can't take Part In you anymore. I have too leave You in the Past. Now I have faith in the holy son and the heavenly father I Learnt that the body is a temple. Goodbye self harm. I have Too Let you go. The Ghost of the dark friend is still In my shoulder trying to tempt me but I have a new weapon Against the Temptation to give into what my ghost of the dark friend. Goodbye self harm. Lord Iam sorry for the years harmed The temple Goodbye self harm. You can't. Be in my life. anymore. I have To Break Up with you. I No longer. Want to harm the body that Go made. Goodbye Self harm. I think about Russell Brand and God and christ. And the friends that care about Me when the Ghost of my dark friend comes to Me loudly. Goodbye self harm. Now I have Traded My hands From my self given Headaches To Prayer instead. The Lord grants Me the strength that Nerd when I Need it. Goodbye self harm
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In today's Episode of Australia downfall
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Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
