Essay 2. My Questions to God about my faith.
God and jesus I thought that I had built up faith in you from nothing. I didn't grow up knowing your gospel. So lord please forgive me for being a athesit all my life. Thankyou though for the senstive heart that you blessed me with. The gospel I got as a kid was about hate and division but I can't cope with the gospel. I got as a kid. So I am in need of a more loving gospel. And a new code to live by. My Questions to God about my faith. Lord recently the mind chemical of my Ego overcame Me it was a very short lived high but the come down was soo sobering it also killed my faith in the lord jesus.so iam rebuilding my faith from the ground up. I try to remember to Pray for myself. My Questions to God about my faith. Lord I feel recently I have been talking too much to you lord I think I should be quiet more often so I can hear you lord. Are you hearing my Prayers. To you lord please be with me as I start this Rebirth from the rock bottom that my Ego delivered me to a Lord I want my soo strong that no life storm can shake but iam not there Yet. My Questions to God and my faith.god can you Please grant me and the family reminders that you and your son jesus is with us in fresh and Raw Grief. Lord is if true the thought I like to have that my dad and anyone that goes to heaven is free of the illness and mental and demands faced in life. God how do I cope with the heartbreaking fact that you won't be there dad won't be here to walk me down the Aisle on my wedding day. If the grief is painful now on the 2nd Anniversary of your death is painful how painful will it be on My wedding day who will walk me down Aisle. Dad iam too old fashioned but I love the idea of The man asking the woman's dad permission too marry me but dad your not here for my future love to meet you he can't ask the can I marry your daughter Question to you how do I and him deal with that in the future. My Questions to God about my faith. Lord I pray that you are resting my dads soul.
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Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
