My conversations with God Other spritual Essays for Russell part 2
Answering gods call to Pray for my ex boyfriends
Turning a Rotten apple into a sweet apple with a prayer for my ex that I fell in love with too fast
I do place a trigger warning on this essay as I do mention sexual trauma with a past boyfriend. I know that can be a senstive issues for some.
Essay 2. My prayer for my ex that I needed caution tape.
The Flame of me and Mr New Guy at high school. You were tall.. and half American your mother was from the USA Mr new Guy was very tall. My mistake with him was falling in love with three days after meeting him.i should have spent some time getting to know you first but teens only learn by making mistakes i was legal age for sex before Mr New Guy. At school he was a year younger than me when our love started. We both went to the same high school. I was just trying to be nice to new Guy then suddenly we were a couple. Mr New Guy didn't care that he was underage for sex by law. I was in love but the sad truth is that I needed a black and yellow tape with the words caution on it around my heart.and around him because he would ask me to do things that I wasn't comfortable with. Answering Gods Call To pray for my ex boyfriends. Turning a Rotten apple into a sweet apple with a prayer for my ex that I fell in love with too fast. I thank God that I had the Strength to say No to him. Then he would look at me with sad dog eyes when I said no to him. But I wanted to keep my self respect. I was also fearful cause at the age sweet 16. I wasn't ready for doing the sexual actions he wanted me to do. I spent two years saying No to Mr New Guy.
Because I had my own morals and boundaries that I didn't want to cross and act out of line with. My Prayer for my ex that I needed caution Tape for.i pray that God and jesus can forgive myself for staying with Mr new Guy for too long. Turning a Toxic apple into a sweet apple with a prayer for my ex boyfriend I fell in love with way to fast.there was one morning with me and Mr New Guy at the place we went to learn that the New Guy a past owner of my heart wanted me to do a act that made me feel very uncomfortable I said No clearly But this Guy didn't care that I said No and he did what he wanted to pleasure himself. I then froze.and i was full of shame. I told no one. Answering Gods call to pray for my Ex boyfriends. Turning a Rotten apple into a sweet apple with a prayer for my ex that I fell in love with too fast. My prayer for Mr New Guy and jesus can grant me the Spritual Strengh to forgive this Guy that was not respectful of me.and I prayed that I forgive my ex for cheating on me with a girl in high school that was supposed to be my best friend then. I prayed that I can forgive my ex for the adult acts out where anyone can see us. With your mother watching. I thank God that i said No to him. I also Prayed that God and jesus can help me to not keep my mind frozen judging Mr New Guy all my ex boyfriends from their past actions with me.i prayed that I can keep my mind open to the possible fact that Mr New Guy and all My Ex boyfriends can Grow and change. My prayer for My ex that I needed caution tape for
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