My conversations with God and Other spritual Essays for Russell.
Essay 6. My holy prayer after my self harm slip.
This Essay is Personal iam writing this about a verbal shouting match my emotionally and Mentally absuive mother chose to have with me. I was getting annoyed at my TV cause it wasn't working. And my mother has a very wrong Double standards that I can't get angry or show any sign of anger myself. But if my mother shows anger at me or about me she demands that I listen. My mother came into my room. And shouts at me to shut up. She can't handle me showing any sign of anger. Mother why did you become a parent if you can't handle me showing any sign of anger. My holy Prayer after my self harm slip. I feel heavy amount of shame about my slip. Yesterday in front of my mother yesterday evening Sunday the 19th of may because being free Of the self harm means alot to me cause my mother said that self harm would. Always be a part of me. My holy prayer after my self harm I was Crying after the slip. My holy prayer after my self harm slip. I prayed to God and Jesus and I asked for forgiveness and I also Prayed for Strengh that I felt lacked in that moment. I do feel God did give me the strength I prayed after my self harm slip I do regret my slip but it shows me how much my days free from self harm means to me. My holy prayer after myself harm slip. I did feel comfort and a deep level of peace in my holy prayer after my self harm slip. Iam in strong awe of How fast the strengh comes from God when i asked for it. My holy Prayer after my self harm slip. Is a ongoing effort. My holy prayer after my self harm slip
Trying to scream Logic in a Storm of Far Left
Insanity In Australia
In today's Episode of Australia downfall
The wounded Australian Writer
Essay 3. Aussie Veterans on X are asking if they Should return their Horror Earnt Medals in the Aftermath Of the Well Respected War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith Being arrested By Our government for Crimes on the Battlefield that Our government Sent him too.
In today's Episode of Australia downfall. the darkest day In Australia Recent history Happened the Far Left Spineless void Of a Backbone Aussie government And Low IQ corrupt Aussie Prime Minster Albo And the Australia hating Polications along with the Hateful Lefty Side of The country For Years conducted A Corrupt witch-hunt against the Well Respected And Brave War Veteran Ben Roberts Smith And Today the Aussie Government Arrested Ben Roberts Smith Cor war Crimes In the Middle East War That the Coward Aussie government sent him to. if the Government Doesn't want Any ...
My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
Suffers physical Slashings And Lashings To his Temple And He faces a Person In his Inner Circle Betraying Him Judas. A Digital and Verbal Lashing to my Heart was sent to my Bestie After the Day I was. Emotionally Broken I was Inwardly Feeling the Blue River Of grief On the Day That Marks Eight Years since My Grandpa Was Called To the Sacred Home In the Sky. My Bestie Knew this. I was Under The Mental Illusion. I was Inwardly Put together but that Illusion Fell apart When I heard our drivers Forgein Tounge And my vocal Annoyance came To Light to Be heard By my Bestie. My Ehile Diaires. To my Heart Break my Bestie ...
My book Of Essays for Russell
My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
