Essay 2. Not knowing who to trust in my soul family.
Recently I began to have a heavy amount of anxiety also trust issues because I started to not trust the members of my soul family that I do trust and have trusted for soo long. It was scary for me to have doubts of those I love and who I love me. Because I was looking at and talking to those I love and trust but the ghosts of the past where in the way cause my mind and my eyes were seeing the Heartless Queen that caused the breakdown of the first online kingdom also the ghost of dark princesses. I felt like a senstive solider with a very painful wound left from the battle with the verbal swords and the Swords of their actions also the painful verbal swords from the one from the mythical land I had to heal my raw mental and emotional wounds from the battle of trying my best to protect my soul family and also my favourite Spritual teacher. Not knowing who to trust my soul family. I haven't bene feeling like me then i started to have strong anxiety and doubt about the preacher in our group. That was hard I had alot of questions for the preacher but I think I was sacred to what the answer would be. The cracks in my heart were painful clouding my judgement not knowing who to trust in my soul family. I hated how The dark ghosts of the past and those I left behind being the reason I suddenly had doubts of who I really do trust I hate how these dark ghost have the power of cause this much anxiety in me. I just wanna know that I can fully trust those in my kingdom which is my soul family's new home my anxiety filled mind coulded the old kingdom with the new kingdom then when the names of the dark ghosts were mentioned I just saw red and I got on the defence cause I have my own strong fear of history repeating itself.in my souls family's new kingdom.. but I can't control what others do. Iam sooo Grateful that I have the diamond in my life and the soul family cause I fully trust and love the diamond the diamond has helped me through sooo many storms not knowing who to trust in my soul family. It was sad that I suddenly didn't trust the preacher because all of us want to trust the preacher but the ghosts of the past keep popping back into my mind and my new kingdom and making it hard to trust my soul family. I wanna be certain that I can trust those in my soul family now the one from the mythical land has made a wrongful mistake saying that the preacher and the caring man I trust are bad men that was like a earthquake in our small group but now the one from the mythical land has given a legitimate reason because if her mental health. Not knowing who to trust in my soul family now i know that when the breakdown with the one from the mythical land happened it was like some one shoved a arrow into my heart. Not knowing who to trust in my soul family.now the phoenix is slowly starting to rise above the ashes of the anxiety and trust issues storm not knowing who to trust in my soul family.
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My book of poetry
My Ehile diaries
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Poem 1. The Profound Shock that My Bestie can Throw The History of us In the trash due to Me having The Commonly known Not allowed thoughts above our country.
On the Day of a commonly globally Know. day for humour and the Dawn of a New Month That Contains The holy Month of the Lord And saviour of the Broken humans
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My Church Diaries
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Poem 5. I Do Wonder On holy Monday would The Son of The Father of Creation Of Earth and Humans Would have Turned Tables
Sub Title. for Lent I gave Up My Church
For Lent I gave up My church because After over Time I learnt how to Become Devoted To the home Of my Faith I walked In as a Wounded Raw hearted Past abused song Bird looking for A Sacred Home To do Sacred home To do Some Inner Heart scared Surgery in the Hallowed Gothic Halls with My Lord And Saviour on The Cross and By opening up my soul and exposing the earth Dad wounds in the Gothic Halls so the grateful golden spirit can flow into bring some relief too these open wounds in me. My church Diaries. I do pray that it will remain to be a forever lasting tattoo in the Sphere Of my mind the soul to soul sunlight hours chat with the faithful church Staff member. After the phone mail sent him and to the Gothic Hallowed halls about the most ...
