Mother your love is snow whites Toxic apple cause you love control.

Mother In case you have forgotten that iam not the little girl you once knew. Mother let's face the sad but strong fact that you do have favourites and we both know that the favourite is not me. Mother your love is snow whites toxic apple cause you love control. Mother is it because I have disabilities that you treat me as less than my sister cause she has always been the golden child cause mother you set it up that way. My sister has always could do nothing wrong. But for me in the eyes of you I can't do anything right. But as your daughter that loves you I have spent my life trying to make you happy mother. But you choose to the be the queen of negative town. Mother you gave me your love. But your love is rotten just like the apple that snow white gets. Also mother your toxic apple that you call love also did put me to sleep just like snow white but unlike snow white I didn't need a Prince to wake me up to my own power. And my own self worth I got that from a online soul family and my friends that have done a better job at your job of caring for me than you did. Mother your love is a snow white toxic apple cause you love control. Mother you need a news flash you e slapped the disability label onto me but you never thought I had to know what that is. Mother I am a Phoenix and it's my destiny to Fly and rise But you have a big Pair of clippers to cut my wings cause of your own limited mind view of what Iam capable of. Mother your the Queen of negative town. Snow white doesn't belong in your negative town.mother your love is snow whites toxic apple cause you love control. Mother your drugs of choice are emotional and mental that's why it's sooo much harder for me to fight them. Cause they are Control and hate. You shoved the posion of hate and toxicity down my throat all my life. Cause every dream I have had you shut down and tell me that I can't do it. Mother your love is snow white toxic apple cause you love control. I did escape you one time mother. But my life and plans didn't work out the way I hoped. Then my spine went curvy so I had to move back in with you mother. Now mother I know for certain that your love is snow whites toxic apple. Cause you love control. In your twisted mind mother 4pm in the afternoon is too late for me as the 28 year old me is tooo late for me to be Out. Mother you are the cause of my anxiety everyday when iam out if iam having fun on my own or with my friends your a buzz kill mother to my fun. You can't stand me being happy without you. Mother I think you are a Narcissitic. Mother your love is snow white toxic apple cause you love control. Everyday that I want to go out you always want me to ask you for permission and then Mother when Iam having fun and when it's still day light you message me mother cause iam the dealer of the drug that you need daily that is Called control and out of habit and for the sake of keeping peace I do give you the drug of control that you need. I give up what I want and what is good for me. Mother you don't understand how you make me feel that I haven't grown up at all. But you allow me to have a drink of alcohol with your friends. But you don't treat me as someone that is over 18. Mother you tell me that I can't drive because you think that it is a bad idea even though you have never seen me even attempt that. Cause mother your the evil Queen they write about in fairytale and you don't want to let go of snow white but snow white has big dreams and for snow white living with you forever is her worst nightmares cause she knows what that involves. The evil Queen I call a mother walking on fragile Ground trying not to upset
You or make you angry mother. Mother I Hate that the freedom that you give me has limitations just like the Toxic apple that snow white is given your love is rotten mother. Mother you are a huge Embarrassment with my friends they hate you. Cause they want good things for me. But you don't want me to fly and live life and be happy. You wanna keep snow white in your low Vibrational life. Mother your love is snow whites toxic apple.
I know that the evil Queen can't give me any logical reason why I must be at home at 4pm and i can't give any logical reasons as to why I go along with it. Mother there is a fire of anger within me with your name on it. Snow white knows that she can't tell you mother what you sooi badly need to hear so she rants to her friends that love and care for snow white. Mother I don't wanna be the drug dealer of the drug you need everyday that is called control anymore but I still live under your house.mother I derseve more Respect from you. Cause mother you don't treat me with respect. Mother your love is snow whites toxic apple cause you love control.