Part 2.

Essay 3. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to movie night with my mother and her friend.

Russell in 2019 i had a back operation because I have scoliosis. My spine was 70 degrees I was living with my mother's parents. My mother has been toxic all my life. And my mother's friend that this essay is about came into my life when I was in the hospital he gave me a teddy bear also this friend gives me good hugs. My mother's friend was there for me when I had my back operation. And he was there for me when my dad was dying and after because my mother hates my dad and my dad hated her too. Before my dad died I talked to my mothers friend about this because my mother didn't wanna help me through the struggle that my dad with terminal brain cancer. My mothers friend came and gave me flowers when my dad died. And he was loving when I lost my dad. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to movie night with my mother and her friend. Russell it became a routine that me and my mother and this family friend have come together for a movie night and one week we have it at my mother's house. The next week we do it his house. And Russell it has been very clear that iam the entertainment because the movie we watch is not entertaining enough. My mother and the family friend say they love me but every movie they shoot verbal bullets at me. They are both Pinocchio they lie just like Pinocchio. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to the movie night with my mother and her friend. Every week this movie night happens on Friday nights or sometimes the weekends. I can guarantee that a verbal bullets will be thrown at me by soo called adults those who are old enough to know better. Russell I have always attended these movie nights cause I did enjoy them but I was also hoping that my mother and the family friend would be better but nothing changed. Russell once we watching the movie Jaws and my mother said to me that if a shark was attacking me that she wouldn't jump in and save me. She said in that situation why should both of us die. Mother why did you become a parent If you would not risk your life to save your child. Russell Iam the entertainment when I go to movie night with my mother and her friend it is painful to watch my mother and this family friend laugh at me when either of them say something hurtful to me this week I told my mother that I did not want to go to the movie night at the family friends house. This led to the family friend sending me text messages asking me why iam not coming The movie night. The family friend became desperate he said to me please come. He is like Pinocchio when he tells me he is a good friend to me. His nose should get larger. Just like Pinocchio. Russell iam the Entertainment when I go to The movie night with my mother and her friend last week this family said I was a bad smell because we were watching a TV ad of a company about a car Company that fixes your car if there is a issue and in this ad they were talking about a common bad smell in their cars.this family friend said to me that iam a bad smell. Russell recently my mother and this family friend were watching the movie taken 1. And my mother said to me in front of her friend that if someone took me and took me to a another country that she wouldn't come and find me and my mother was laughing at me.and the family friend was laughing at me too. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to the movie night with my mother and her friend they both say these mean things to me and too rub salt in the wounds these words they add laughter at me. Russell this family friend threw everything at me to try to make me feel guilty for not going to his house for movie night. Cause I wanted one night to myself at home with my Grandma and my dog. Russell this family friend sent me a message saying why do you want to spend time with grandma when she makes me mad I said iam trying to make my bond with her better cause I know my Grandma has a blood clot in her heart that I think it is possible that she got that from the covid vaccines. My Grandma also does very little physical movement. I don't know how much longer she has left so I don't wanna attend the weekly movie night this past week.at the family friends house. The family friend was saying to me that what he wanted was more important than what I wanted to do. This family friend said I better not complain about grandma in front of him again. That felt very aggressive to me. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to the movie night with my mother and her friend.why is the movie itself not entertaining enough? But Russell this family friend said to me that he was disappointed in me for not going to the movie night with my mother and her friend. I wanna say to you family friend iam disappointed in you. You don't care about of the time is good for me or not. This family friend is very selfish. He just wants me to do what he wants. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to the movie night with my mother and her friend. I said no to my mother It felt good to say no to going to their movie night where iam the more the entertainment when I go the movie night with my mother and her friend. Mother when you bring me to the weekly movie night as a toy for you and the family friend too be your toy the movie toy story is a movie not real life. We don't need to act as thought it's real. Mother iam your daughter not your toy from toy story. Russell iam the entertainment when I go to the movie night with my mother and her friend.