This essay is about how Russell brand helped me change my belief from athesit to having faith in God.

Essay 2. I believed in no God but Russell awakened me to having faith in God.

Russell I grew up in western Australia. I grew up in a house hold and with parents that were both athesit and who gave me no education about God or religion at all. And my parents hated each other me and my family didn't go to church. The program I got as a child was athesit and nothing sacred. But I did have my senstive heart I felt I had to hide my senstive heart. I couldn't be truly me. Living with my mother cause my father was in and out of my life and my siblings lives i do feel that my senstive heart Russell was a connection to the sacred that was within me. When I was in school Russell I was in the special needs classrooms and they were not allowed to teach anything about Reglion. I had a friend that was a guy who used to have fights with the teachers because he was annoyed that they would not teach anything about Reglion at all. I believed in no God but Russell awakened me to having faith in God. So all throughout my childhood and teens I was a athesit while trying to protect my senstive heart. I believed in no God but Russell awakened me to having faith in God. I didn't have many people that had faith in God around me. I believed in no God but Russell awakened to having faith in God. Russell when i was 20 years old my fathers wife Ley told me that she was a Christian and I remember my dad got mad at me because he didn't know that she was a Christian that should have been a conversation both of them should have before they got married. Russell my fathers wife turned out to be a fake Christian I have ever met. When I was depressed and my mindset was dark at that time and Ley and my dad were the creators of the most scariest night of my life. She came into my bedroom and she brought a knife to me and I was sitting on my bed and I was crying and screaming and crying but they were laughing at me. And they were encouraging me to pick the knife up. But clearly I didn't pick it up. Russell i Survived. The reglious part of that trauma has been the hardest to heal but Russell that's where you come in I saw you talk about your addictions and your recovery and you sharing about your faith in God and your spritual belief. Russell your medaitons have helped me in my own healing from my trauma and you taught me that God and christ are about love and peace and unity and forgiveness I believed in no God and Russell awakened me to having faith in God. The death of my abusive father made me more aware that i need god and faith in something Spritual that is bigger than me. Russell I spent a long time searching for God before my dad died I was praying to God for my dad to be saved from his terminal brain cancer then when my dad got covid I prayed for God to make his death as painless as possible. That was my most emotional prayer I have ever prayed. I believed in no God but Russell awakened me to having faith in God. Russell just recently I have found more Spritual success finding a connection to the God and christ within me. Thankyou Russell for sharing your own spiritual beliefs and your faith in God and christ has been very helpful to me as I ditch the athesit programme that I got in my childhood. Russell you sharing your faith in God and christ has helped me in my healing from my Reglions trauma. I believed in no God but Russell awakened me to having faith in God. And now in my tough emotional and mental Moments I pray to the God and christ within me I believed in no God and christ but Russell awakened me to having faith in God.